Life is going by so slowly right now. I have been on this ship for almost a full 3 months (half of my contract)and I am starting to go a little crazy. I feel like I just want a little break. A little holiday to go home and see my friends and sleep in my own room and go to my church. Wow...of all the things that I want I want to go to my own church.

Having a boyfriend here made the timepass by so much easier. I had someone to do things with all the time and someone to look forward to spending time with as well. I still have people that I spend time with, but it is not the same. I can't explain it, but it is just not the same. See, he is on vacation leave right now. So, he is back home in South Africa. I dunno what to do about myself...

*sigh*

Well, I hope that this entry was not too down and depressing. I am happy. I just miss home a lot lately...Please pray for me to feel deeply (not superficially happy and excited to be here.