Another entry on another day....day night and the next begins and I have to do the same things over and over again. Isn't it crazy how you can be so uncontent with the way things are so monotonous day after day and then when something happens and your life is shaken you get scared and only want it to be the way it was before. I want my boring life back. I want to see my friends everyday. I want to work and want to go home but to spend time with my friends....It's funny because that is what I want but I have no gusto to make it happen...I have no desire to make it happen. Now that things feel like they are a little shaken I want to turn and make a new routine. I want to make a new life almost. I want to travel. After my trip to Vancouver I want to travel more then I ever have before.

How do you know when it is time to move on? How do you know what direction to go when you have lost your map?

Anyone found my map?