I woke up with a sore throat this morning, but it does not seem to have gone away. That is about the only problem that I forsee coming up today. Ya, the snow isn't that great either, but it is pretty, and it will probably all melt today and make a big sloppy mess. I don't mind, I'll be inside most of the day.
Last night I was talking to a friend and I shared a secret that I have been hideing from him and from everyone else out of the shame I felt. If you are one of my girl friends reading this you probably know what I am talking about and if you are one of my guy friends, I don't want to get into the details. I made a mistake, trusted this person and I feel bad about it, and perhaps even worse, I have been very hurt by this persons actions...The letter that I wrote to Anonymous yesterday in my journal was to this person that hurt me...I know that I should forgive this person and yesterday I didn't want to. I wanted to hold onto it, because I felt that forgivness was not owed. I felt that I was owed an apology, or something. Well, I am right and I am wrong. I do know this: I am suppose to turn the other cheek and I am now willing to try.
To my friends who helped: Thank you listening and thank you for being so loving, understanding, forgiving, and caring. Your reaction to my secrets have been the inspiration that I needed to begin to forgive.
Let's leave it at that...I love you all so much. Thank you for the cute emails I got from you guys today! It made me smile!