All in all I had an alright day. Nothing over the top great, just an alright day. I seem to handle things differently now, so things that would normally really hurt me and upset me don't have the same effect as they did before. I know that I am doing what I feel is right for me at the moment. And, I know that I am trying every step of the way to show the people that I care about that I love them. I also am trying to show love to people that I don't know well, or don't know at all. This doesn't mean that I don't slip up every now and then. I have and I will. I am not perfect. But it does mean that I am trying and that makes me feel good about who I am.
One thing that I have come to notice over my growing up/maturing/becoming happy or whatever you want to call it, is that the more love that I show, the more loved I feel. It's like this contagious thing, love, it really is. It just seems to keep growing and becoming more. I feel better and better everytime I share my love with someone. I can't stop doing it and I think that it feels the same for the people that I share my love with. They feel good, and share their love with me in return. Then they want to do it more and share it with others not only because of what they get back, but because of the joy that love brings when you give it to others. Love really is a win-win situation.
I am so tierd. Maybe I should just go to bed.
Goodnight world. See you in the morning.