More pain then I have ever felt before.
Emotionally, and physically.
My eyes are nearly swollen shut from all the tears I have cried. I don't even recognize myself.
Scared.
Alone.
Unloved...
Again.
This may seem dramatic, but it's not. It's me. If you understood how we were you would understand this pain.
I feel as though I am dieing. I wish that I was.
I don't know what to do. I'm just at a loss. How could he do this? Why would he do this?
Help.