I officially love Clarie's, you know the accessorie store that mostly only sells little girly jewlery. Well, mom and I went shopping in town today and I ended up going in there because of their 10 items for $10 deal. Ya, I walked out with some stellar stuff. I think that my favorite piece was a little key chain of a yellow chick who is wearing a little red and white checkered vest. So cute! My new little friend and I love him. I found a sweater/cardigan by FCUK that I really want. It is so cozy and warm and grey. I adore it, but the price was a little more then I would have like to spend ($108). I am going to see if there is anywhere online that I could find it for less. I also found a pair of PUMA shoes that I really like. The fit like a dream. Lovely small rounded toe with a black suede shoe and a white stripe on the side. Again, the shoes are $99. I mean, I love them and I think that I might get them...but, well...I dunno. La Senza is having a shopping party (which means I would get 25% off of everything) and I went in there today to try some things on, but I feel like everything was not lovely like it normally is for me. I dont know what to think. I dont know what to buy. I did however end up getting some chocolate truffles and some hair color. I will attempt to even out my hair color and add a few highlights to it. I hope it turns out well. I want to not have to worry about my hair too much over the next while, so I figure getting it closer to my natural color might help with that a little. Ahh well...

It has been a relaxing day off which is nice. I mean, I feel alright right now. Things are going to change. I am going to change. I am going to grow into a more mature and responsible adult. I am adult, I am a grown woman and it is time that others see that in me. I am smart and I now have to put my smarts to use. I have to learn to admit more openly my fault or mistakes and ask for help. I know that I need help in some situations, now I just need to admit it to those that can help me. I am a big girl and it is time for change. You just wait in see. Before you know it you might not even recognize me anymore.