Whatever will I do with myself? I dont want to sit around and just wonder like this. I mean, once now and then it is good to take a step back and try to wonder and figure out what would be good for you to do, but I can't waste my time doing that. For the past 3 weeks since I have been home this is almost all that I have done. I mean, I did get my resume updated, and I did apply for a few jobs, heck, I even got a job, but I feel like it has not been enough. Or maybe I feel as though it just is not fulfilling and does not really help me go in the direction in which I would like my life to go. The things that I am sure of are the following:
- I want to travel (Seeing my boyfriend as soon as possible)
- I want to write and get my writing published
- I want to get married and live in a nice little cozy house
- I want to have a house on Vancouver Island
Now, these are all nice things, and things that I can realistically get done. It's all just a matter of when will I get these done? In what order can these be done? How soon can I begin living out my dreams?
Where is everyone tonight? Not with me, that's for sure.
I am going to go and crank some of Weezer's new album. Anyone want to join me? If I had my drivers licence I would go cruising with the windows rolled down and listening to the album. *wishing someone with a good car stereo would come and pick me up*