I just had the most amazing massage of my life. It was well due for one seeing as how there has been intense pain in the neck and shoulders recently. I feel so refreshed, yet so greasy. I have put on my glasses to hide the lines on my face and my hair looks awful. It very greasy and not in it's normal place. My bangs won't lie flat. I can't wait to get home to have a shower and some lunch. But I do feel so much better. I could really use mornings like that more often. What a great way to start my day.

Last night I hung out with Anthony. It was good for me to be with someone who I know cares about me instead of sitting at home and mopeing that I feel as if I am losing all my friends. My feelings towards that boy have completely changed over the past while. I don't know that I can explain it because I myself do not even understand how I feel. I know that I don't have feelings for him like I did before. I know that I love him and want the best for him, but for once in my life I can say that right now I don't want to be persued by him (in a girlfriend/boyfriend sort of way). I don't think that I want to be persued by anyone actually. I want to just be for awhile. To just live my life and let whatever happens happen.

"the piercing realization of your life. when you reconsider your social standing and adjust accordingly. walking down the street oneday, thinking about your relationships. thinking about your friends and family."

quote from http://thiork.diaryland.com/

Love is all around us. If you don't feel it, then let love show through you.