Friday is my one day off a week. I am so glad that it is friday. Maybe I will get lucky and actually make plans with my friends.
I can't stand the way I have been so up and down emotionally. I can't stand the control I let some people have on my emotions. The way that they can say something when I feel so stable and in control and then I begin to cry as I hear their words...I hate that. Sometimes I wonder if you say these things just to see me in pain.
I am not in love with you.
I love you, but I am not in love with you. Do you see the difference?
I think that I want to see 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind' again. I really enjoyed it and love that a movie like that can get me so involveld in intself and just take me away from my own reality. I need to escape reality....NO!!! I just looked online at the theater that Eternal Sunshine was playing at and it isn't there anymore...That is so sad. Now I have to wait until September 28, 2004 when it is suppose to be out on DVD. That seems so far from now...*sigh*
I think that I am going to go and get ready for my day...I feel like such a geek saying that because it is close to lunch. I rarely am this lazy. This isn't really me. I feel like I have wasted a large portion of the day, oh well...I will do my best to redeme myself and get a lot of other things done today.