See, yesterday Carrie and I talked about guys and wanting a guy to be attracted to us. Basically she said that she wants guys to be attracted to her, and not only her personality. I said something along the lines of "Carrie, I wish that guys would say that I am smart, that I am funny, and fun to be with. Instead when a guy first meets me and you ask him what he thought of me the normal comment is 'She's hot'". Carrie was surprised by this comment and well it is the truth. I wish people didn't base things so much on looks. I do love that people find me attractive, it can help when you need help with something. A stranger is far more likely to help a good looking person, then someone who is rugged and looks a little rough around the edges. Still, I wish that people who spent time with me would think more of me initally. That they would give me a chance to be the fun loving girl that I am.
To prove my point even more, I was sitting at work today, on my lunch break and this guy came to check his email on the other computer. Then another guy came and they started talking. All of the sudden I hear (which they wanted me to hear)
"Miss Fox is pretty"
"Yes, she is"
I turned to them and smiled, "Thank you".
When I turned back to my computer I hear, "Ya, Miss Fox is smokin'. Not that she doesn't have a good personality, but Miss Fox is smokin'"
And there proves my point...
I hope that this entry did not come off like I am full of myself, because I promise you that I am not. In fact I can be very insecure at times. Ask anyone that really knows me.