I am turing up the music to try to create a surrounding that I want to be in. Today was Kevin's birthday (another South African friend) and he wanted to take me out for lunch and then to have some retail therapy (his exact words to describe shopping for himself). I told him that Babados was not a place for shopping, but we went anyways. We started the day with a walk into downtown, talking about this and that (Kevin and I talk alot about deeper things most of the time, except when we are reading Winnie the Pooh).
We went for a drink and a snack because I was not willing to drink when I had not yet eaten. Then we wandered around some stores and found nothing to buy. Then we went for a lunch (it was about 2 or 3 but this time). We then wandered back to the ship, but I told Kevin that because he did not buy himself anything I would not go all the way back with him. So at that time I wandered around some more shops in the terminal and then walked back to the ship...here I am now. I have the night off tonight, but I think that I might do a little laundry and sleep because I have been a little sick lately...both my roommate and I are not feeling well...and some other people in the casino...

"Loosing hope is easy when your only friend is gone and every time you look around it all, it all just seems to change."