Huh? Sorry? What was that you said? Oh, ok...I get what you mean. So, just to make sure that I understand...oh. Ok. Uh huh. Well, you know how it is...you know how I can get sometimes. I am in this weird sorta spot. I wish that I could explain it all to you. I wish that you could understand, but...well...ya. I think that you would only really understand if you were me...so, I suppose that's about it. I am going to have to request of you to just be patient and understanding as I am dealing with all this...as I am growing and learning once again.

Thank you for your love.