My life is alright again. I am finally feeling in control again. Maybe it is the long weekend that is coming up, maybe it is the talks that I have had with people. However, whatever it is I am really becoming very happy again.

I am looking forward to this weekend. I really am. I am looking forward to the time that I am going to have off of work. That will really be nice. I have to get it out of my head thought that there are still things at work that need to be done. I am off work, so I should stop thinking about work, right? Am I the only one that has trouble doing this? I don't want to stress, I want to have a good time...

*sigh*

Even thought we talked about nothing it was really nice to spend some time with you this morning. I wish that things could have been different, but at the same time I am happy for the really great times that we have had together. I know that in the future we will have good times as well. I relaly believe that and I hope that you feel the same way. I want you to be a part of my life. I want you to know that you can always come and talk to me even if I am dating another guy. I love you.

I really hope that everyone has a good weekend. If I don't get to spend time with you, then I can't wait to hear all the stories that you will have to tell me when I see you again.